thank you, weekend

There are too many thoughts and distractions and worries in my life to post here. But I want to continue writing, so I will.

I finally, finally, have representation...the agent search is over! I'm signed with Heather Collier at Collier Talent. I got the agent I wanted. ;)

I have also been accepted into Richard Robichaux's A Working Group 9 month acting training program on Meisner...time for a serious acting class. I'm so excited/nervous to really delve into this, and I know I need it.

There are so many things I would love to do, but of course the plague of life...there is never enough time or money.

I want to learn more about photography. I want to be respected enough to actually get paid for it. I want to continue learning ballroom dancing. I just want to go out dancing, period! I want to learn tap...you've heard that one before. I want to write a column. I want to have $5000 to update my wardrobe. I want a dog...I need that companionship and someone to take care of...other than myself 24/7. I want to learn how to sing! It has always been the one thing I wish I could do! I want to travel, everywhere. I want to go to Europe and take photos, and reading Eat, Pray, Love makes me want to learn Italian, or at least another language. I need to start doing yoga. I need to keep using my 24 hour membership because I paid for it! When I feel thin, I feel good about myself, and I can't stop comparing myself to my freshman-year-of-college-self. I want to have girl friends because I'm always, constantly, surrounded by boys. I want to work at a bakery. I want to get another job. Scratch that, I need to get another job. I want financial security. I want a house. I want the opportunities and weather of LA, but I want to be in Austin. I want to start feeling the benefits of being a grown-up.

Well, that's enough about what I want. Today after work, Whitney and I are going to get massages. :) I finally found a deal on Living Social to get a 90 minute massage for half off! This will be my first massage ever, and trust me when I say, I absolutely need it. My back kills me every single day. I'm afraid this massage will ruin me forever...I'll always desperately desire another massage.

I think after this blog I'll start commentating on things other than myself. Well, I will still comment about myself because honestly that's the easiest thing to talk about. But I want to practice being a columnist, so...enough about me.